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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:06 am
    @@@@@Argenteuil, a town of the Dark Ages founded
    @@@@@Argenteuil, a town of the Dark Ages founded by Charlemagne in
    honor of a nunnery fourteen centuries ago, now fifteen hundred years later a city that housed the
    message center of a killer as brutal as any man who roamed the bloody fields with a broadsword in
    Charlemagne’s barbaric days, then as now celebrating and sanctifying brutality in the shadows of
    religiosity
    Le Coeur du Soldat was not on a street or a boulevard or an avenueInstead, it was in a dead-end
    alleyway around the corner and across from a long-since-closed factory whose faded signs
    indicated a once flourishing metallurgical refining plant in what had to be the ugliest part of the
    cityNor was the Soldat listed in the telephone directory; it was found by innocently asking
    strangers where it was, as the inquirer was to meet une grosse secousse at this undiscoverable
    pissoirThe more dilapidated the buildings and the filthier the streets, the more cogent were the
    directions
    Bourne stood in the dark narrow alley leaning against the aged rough brick of the opposing
    structure across from the bistro’s entranceAbove the thick massive door in square block letters,
    several missing, was a dull red sign: L C eur d SoldatAs the door was sporadically opened for
    entering or departing clientele, metallic martial music blared forth into the alley; and the clientele
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    221
    were not candidates for an haute couture cotillionHis appearance was in keeping, thought Jason,
    as he struck a wooden match against the brick, lighting a thin black cigar as he limped toward the
    door
    Except for the language and the deafening music, it might have been a waterfront bar in Sicily’s
    Palermo, reflected Bourne as he made his way to the crowded bar, his squinting eyes roam ing,
    absorbing everything he could observe—briefly confused, wondering when he had been in
    Palermo, Sicily
    A heavyset man in a tank shirt got off a stool; Jason slid on top of itThe clawlike hand gripped
    his shoulder; Bourne slapped his right hand up, grabbing the wrist and twisting it clockwise,
    pushing the barstool away and rising to his full height“What’s your problem?” he asked calmly in
    French but loud enough to be heard
    “That’s my seat, pig! I’m just taking a piss!”
    “So maybe when you’re finished, I’ll take one,” said Jason, his gaze boring into the man’s eyes,
    the strength of his grip unmistakable—emphasized by pressing a nerve with his thumb, which had
    nothing to do with strength
    “Ah, you’re a fucking cripple !” cried the man, trying not to wince“I don’t pick on invalids
    “I’ll tell you what,” said Bourne, releasing his thumb“You come back, we’ll take turns, and I’ll
    buy you a drink each time you let me get off this bum leg of mine, okay?”
    Looking up at Jason, the heavyset man slowly grinned“Hey, you’re all right
    “I’m not all right, but I’m certainly not looking for a fight,’ eitherShit, you’d hammer me to the
    floor Bourne released the muscular Tank Shirt’s arm
    “I’m not so sure of that,” said the man, now laughing and holding his wrist“Sit, sit! I’ll take a
    piss and come back and buy you a drin
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    3:06 am
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    Jack had found a travel-tube for her new picture
    "Daddy, promise you'll take care of yourself and
    call if you need me," she said
    "Roger that," I said, smiling
    "And promise me you'll get someone to give you an
    opinion on your picturesSomeone who chanel wholesale knows about
    that stuff
    "Well-"
    She lowered her chin and frowned at meWhen she
    did that it was again like looking at Pam when I'd
    first met her"You better promise, or else
    And because she meant it - the vertical line
    between her eyebrows said so - I balenciaga city promised
    The line smoothed out"Good, that's settledYou
    deserve to get better, you knowSometimes I
    wonder if you really believe that
    "Of course I do," I said
    Ilse went on as if she hadn't heard"Because what
    happened wasn't your fault
    I felt tears Chloe Purse well up at thatI suppose I did know,
    but it was nice to hear someone else say it out
    loudSomeone besides Kamen, that is, whose job it
    173
    was to scrape caked-on grime off those troublesome
    unwashed pots in the sinks of the subconscious"You are going gold gucci watch to get betterI
    say so, and I'm tres bossy
    The loudspeaker honked: Delta flight 559, service
    to Cincinnati and ClevelandThe first leg of
    Ilse's trip home
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    3:06 am
    @@@@@She handed me a flat rectangle with a
    @@@@@She handed me a flat rectangle with a handle
    “I thought you would want to see,” Knits Fire said with a warm smile
    The tension flooded out of meThere was no suspicion or fearJust more kindness from the
    souls who had dedicated their lives to Healing
    Cerulean had given me a mirror
    I held it up and then tried to stifle my gasp
    My face looked the way I remembered it from San DiegoThe face I'd taken for granted there
    The skin was smooth and peachy across my right cheekboneIf I looked carefully, it was just a
    little lighter and pinker in color than the tan on the other cheek
    It was a face that belonged to Wanderer, the soulIt belonged here, in this civilized place where
    there was no violence and no horror
    I realized why it was so easy to lie to these gentle creaturesBecause it felt right to talk with
    them, because I understood their communication and their rulesThe lies could be…
    maybeshould be trueI should be filling a Calling somewhere, whether teaching at a university
    or serving food in a restaurantA peaceful, easy life contributing to a greater good
    “What do you think?” the Healer asked
    “It was my pleasure to heal you
    I looked at myself again, seeing details beyond the perfectionMy hair was ragged–dirty, with
    uneven endsThere was no gloss to it–homemade soap and poor nutrition were to blame for
    thatThough the Healer had cleaned the blood from my neck, it was still smudged with purple
    dust
    “I think it's time I called the camping trip quits
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@ He spat onto the sand"Who got hit?" he
    @@@@@ He spat onto the sand"Who got hit?" he asked
    "Minetta did," Goldstein saidHe was leaning over him, holding a first-aid compress against Minetta's leg
    "Let's see it," Croft saidHe ripped away Minetta's trouser and gazed at the wound"Just a scratch," he said
    Minetta moaned, "If you had it, you wouldn't say that"You're gonna live, boy He turned around and looked at the men in the platoon, who had gathered about him"Goddammit," he said, "let's spread outThey may be some other Japs messin' around near here The men were talking and chattering with a nervous profuse reliefCroft looked at his watch"We only got about forty minutes till the truck come for usJus' spread out on the beach and keep your eyes openWe ain't gonna do any more unloadin'
    He turned to one of the landing-craft drivers standing beside him and asked, "You men on guard here at the dump at night?"
    "Yeah
    "With those Japs I guess you'll stay awake tonight Croft lit a cigarette, and walked over to Minetta again"You'll have to stay here, boy, until the truck comesJus' hold that compress there, and nothin' is gonna happen to ya
    Stanley and Brown lay on their stomachs, talking to each other and looking at the jungleStanley was feeling very weakHe tried to ignore his panic but he kept thinking of how safe they had felt when there had been Japanese so near to t
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@Now here she was, again hearing about
    @@@@@Now
    here
    she was, again hearing about somebody else's familyRhett had kin in
    PhiladelphiaNo doubt he was related to half of Charleston, tooBut maybe these Ellinton people were tied to the
    Robillards somehowThen she'd be part of the web that included
    Rhett
    Perhaps she could find a connection to the world of the Butlers and
    Charleston, the world that Rhett had chosen and she was determined
    to
    enter"I remember Ellen Robillard very well," said MrsYour grandmother, Scarlett, was probably the most
    fascinating woman in all of Georgia, and South Carolina, too
    Scarlett leaned forward, enthralledShe'd heard only bits and pieces
    of stories about her grandmother"Was she really scandalous, Miss
    Eleanor?"
    "She was extraordinaryBut when I knew her best, she wasn't
    scandalous at allShe was too busy having babiesFirst your Aunt
    Pauline, then Eulalie, then your motherAs a matter of fact, I was in
    Savannah when your mother was bornI remember the fireworks
    Your
    grandfather hired some famous Italian to come down from New York
    and
    put on a magnificent fireworks display every time your grandmother
    gave
    him a babyYou wouldn't rememberRhett, and I don't suppose
    you'll
    thank me for remembering, either, but you were scared witlessI took
    you outside especially to see them, and you cried so loud that I nearly
    died of shameAll the other children there were clapping their hands
    and shrieking with joyOf course, they were olderYou were still in
    dresses, barely over a year old Scarlett stared at MrsButler,
    then at R
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@No white man would go up there Robert
    @@@@@No white man would go up there
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    250
    25
    It was shortly past midnight when Bourne got off the métro in ArgenteuilHe had divided the day
    into segments, splitting the hours between the arrangements he had to make and looking for Marie,
    going from one arrondissement to another, scouting every café, every shop, every large and small
    hotel he could recall having been a part of their fugitive nightmare thirteen years agoMore than
    once he had gasped, seeing a woman in the distance or across a café—the back of a head, a quick
    profile, and twice a crown of dark red hair, any of which from a distance or in a café’s dim light
    might have belonged to his wifeNone of these had turned out to be Marie, but he began to
    understand his own anxiety and, by understanding it, was better able to control itThese were the
    most impossible parts of the day; the rest was merely filled with difficulty and frustration
    Alex! Where the hell was Conklin? He could not reach him in Virginia! Because of the time
    difference, he had counted on Alex to take care of the details, swiftly expediting the transfer of
    funds, primarilyThe business day on the eastern seaboard of the United States began at four
    o’clock, Paris time, and the business day in Paris stopped at five o’clock or before, Paris timeThat
    left barely an hour to release and transfer over a million American dollars to one MrSimon at his
    chosen bank in Paris, and that meant said MrSimon had to make himself known to the
    aforementioned, as yet unchosen, Paris bankBernardine had been helpfulHelpful, hell! He had
    made it possible
    “There’s a bank on the rue de Grenelle that the Deuxième frequently usesThey can be
    accommodating in terms of hours and the absence of an authentic signature or two, but they give
    nothing for nothing, and they trust no one, especially anyone associated with our benevolent
    socialist government
    “You mean regardless of the teletypes, if the money’s not there you don’t get itThe president, himself, could call and he would be told to pick it up in Moscow,
    where they firmly believe he belongs
    “Since I can’t reach Alex, I’ve bypassed the bank in Boston and called our man in the Cayman
    Islands, where Marie put the bulk of the moneyHe’s Canadian and so’s the bankHe’s waiting for
    instructions
    “I’ll make a phone callAre you at the Pont-Royal?”
    “No
    “Where are you?”
    “I suppose you could say I’m an anxious and confused butterfly going from one vaguely
    remembered place to another
    “You are looking for herBut then that wasn’t a question, was it?”
    “Forgive me, but in some ways I hope you do not find
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@ But I don't think that's the truth "Why
    @@@@@
    But I don't think that's the truth
    "Why not?"
    But he only said, "You'd better get walking,
    muchachoBefore that hip of yours stiffens up
    He gave me a quick seeya wave, turned, and was
    gone back up the boardwalk, chasing his
    lengthening shadow, almost before I was aware he
    was leaving
    I stood where I was a moment or two longer, then
    turned north, set my sights on Big Pink, and
    headed for homeIt was a long trip, and before I
    got there my own absurdly elongated shadow was
    lost in the sea oats, but in the end I made it
    The waves were still building, and under the house
    the murmur of the shells had again become an
    argument
    276
    How to Draw a Picture (IV)
    Start with what you know, then re-invent itArt
    is magic, no argument there, but all art, no
    matter how strange, starts in the humble everyday
    Just don't be surprised when weird flowers sprout
    from common soilNo one
    taught her; she learned for herself
    The more she drew, the more she sawThe more she
    saw, the more she wanted to drawAnd the more she saw, the more her language
    came back to her: first the four or five hundred
    words she knew on the day she fell from the cart
    and struck her head, then many, many more
    Daddy was amazed by the rapidly growing
    sophistication of her picturesSo were her
    sisters - both the Big Meanies and the twins (not
    Adie; Adie was in Europe with three friends and
    two trusty chaperones - Emery Paulson, the young
    man she'll marry, had not yet come on the scene)
    The nanny/housekeeper was awed by her, called her
    la petite obéah fille
    The doctor who attended her case cautioned that
    the little girl must be very careful about
    277
    exercise and excitement lest she take a fever, but
    by January of 1926 she was coursing everywhere on
    the south end of the Key, carrying her pad and
    bundled up in her "puddy jacket and thumpums,"
    drawing everything
    That was the winter she saw her family grow bored
    with her work - Big Meanies Maria and Hannah first,
    then Tessie and Lo-Lo, then Daddy, then even Nan
    MeldaDid she understand that even genius palls,
    when taken in large doses? Perhaps, in some
    instinctive child's way, she did
    What came next, the outgrowth of their boredom,
    was a determination to make them see the wonder of
    what she saw by re-inventing it
    Her surrealist phase began; first the birds flying
    upside-down, then the animals walking on water,
    then the Smiling Horses that brought her a small
    measure of renownAnd that was when something
    changedThat was when something dark slipped in,
    using little Libbit as its channel
    She began to draw her doll, and when she did, her
    doll began to tal
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    3:06 am
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    used currently
    A little family was taking advantage of the cooler evening airThe father had some silver in his
    dark hair at the temples; the mother looked many Chloe Purse years his juniorHer red brown hair was pulled
    back in a long ponytail that bobbed when she movedThey had a little boy, no more than a year
    oldThe father pushed the child in the swing from behind, while the mother stood in front,
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    “What are you staring at, Wanda?”
    Jared's question wasn't anxious, because I was smiling softly at the surprising scene
    “Something I've never seen in all my livesI'm staring at… hope
    Jared came to stand behind me, peeking out over my shoulder“What do you mean?” His eyes
    swept across the buildings and the road, not pausing on the playing family
    I gucci boston bag caught his chin and pointed his face in the right directionHe didn't so much as flinch at my
    unexpected touch, and that gave me a strange jolt of warmth in the pit of my stomach
    “What am I looking at?”
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    “Where?” he demanded, bewildered
    I was aware of Ian close behind us now, listening silently
    “See?” I pointed at the laughing chloe paddington mother“See how she loves her human child?”
    At that moment, the woman snatched her son from the swing and squeezed him in a tight
    embrace, covering his face with kissesHe cooed and flailed–just a babyNot the miniature
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    3:06 am
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    There was a note for him, too, on the desk, which he had not noticed:

    Sir,
    Waited for you but you didn't show upI brought back the supplies you indicated

    Then it was Hearn who had soiled his floorCummings walked over to the match and cigarette butt, picked them up with intense distaste and dropped them in a wastebasketThere was a little black ash left, which he chanel vintage scattered with his footDespite himself he felt obliged to keep sniffing his fingers although he loathed the odor of a dead cigarette
    Deep in his bowels something had reacted and a twinge of diarrhea made him perspireHe reached over, picked up his field telephone, cranked it once, and murmured into the receiver, "Find Hearn and send him over to my tent Then he rubbed vigorously at the flesh on the left side of his face, which seemed to have grown numb His rage was just beginning to function; a furious uncontrolled anger tightened his louis vuitton multicolor mouth, set his heart beating over-rapidly, and tingled in the tips of his fingersHe walked over to his refrigerator and poured himself a glass of water, which he drank with short distraught swallowsFor an instant, deep beneath the currents of his rage, there was another feeling, an odd compound of disgust and fear perhaps, and something else, a curious troubled excitement, a momentary submission as if he had been a young girl undressing before the eyes of a roomful of strange menBut his rage choked this off, expanded inside him until it chanel bag classic clotted all the conduits of his emotion, and left him trembling with an unendurable wrathIf he had been holding an animal in his hands at that instant he would have strangled it
    And with it was another sort of fear, overt and aware; what Hearn had done was equivalent to a soldier's laying hands on his personTo Cummings it was a symbol of the independence of his troops, their resistance to himThe fear, the respect his soldiers held for him now was a rational one, an admission of his power to punish them, and that was not enoughThe louis vuitton denim other kind of fear was lacking, the unreasoning one in which his powers were immense and it was effectively a variety of sacrilege to thwart himThe cigarette butt on the floor was a threat, a denial of him, as fully as Lanning's defection, or a Japanese attack on his lines, and he had to meet it directly and ruthlesslyThe longer you tarried with resistance the greater it becameIt had to be destroyed
    "You want to see me, sir?" It was Hearn entering his tent
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@ It looks as if perhaps they were even
    @@@@@
    It looks as if perhaps they were even strengthened by the burning
    The ashes may have given them something they neededI've got to
    find
    outI've got so much to learn Scarlett looked at the low stubby
    remainsShe didn't know those dark green shiny leaves
    "What kind of tree is it? Do you grow peaches here?"
    "They're not treesScarlett, they're shrubsThe first
    ones ever brought to America were planted here at Dunmore Landing
    These are offshoots, over three hundred all told
    "Do you mean they're flowers?"
    "Of courseThe most nearly perfect flower in the world
    The Chinese worship them
    "But you can't eat flowersWhat crops are you planting?"
    "I can't think about cropsI've got a hundred acres of garden to
    save
    "That's crazy, RhettWhat's a flower garden good for? You could
    grow
    something to sellI know cotton doesn't grow 'round here, but there
    must be some good cash crop
    Why, at Tara, we put every foot of land to useYou could plant right
    up to the walls of the houseJust look how green and thick that grass
    isThe land must be as rich as anythingAll you'd have to do is
    plow it and drop in the seed, and it would probably sprout faster than
    you could get out of the way She looked eagerly at him, ready to
    share her hard-earned knowl
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@and when the Russian instructed him—ordered
    @@@@@and when the Russian instructed
    him—ordered him—to be at the Carlyle Hotel, Suite 4C, in one hour, rather than their usual
    meeting place at the apartment on Thirty-second and Madison, Bryce felt a searing-hot pain filling
    that void in his chestAnd when he had mildly objected to the suddenness of the proposed,
    unscheduled conference, the pain in his chest had burst into fire, the flames traveling up to his
    throat at the Soviet’s reply: “What I have to show you will make you devoutly wish we never knew
    each other, much less had any occasion to meet this morningBe there!”
    Ogilvie sat back in his limousine, as far back as the upholstery could be pressed, his legs
    stretched, rigid on the carpeted floorAbstract, swirling thoughts of personal wealth, power and
    influence kept circling in his mind; he had to get hold of himself! After all, he was Bryce Ogilvie,
    the Bryce Ogilvie, perhaps the most successful corporate attorney in New York, and arguably
    second only to Boston’s Randolph Gates in the fast track of corporate and antitrust law
    Gates! The mere thought of that son of a bitch was a welcome diversionMedusa had asked a
    minor favor of the celebrated Gates, an inconsequential, perfectly acceptable staff appointment on
    an ad hoc government-oriented commission, and he had not even answered their phone calls! Calls
    put through by another perfectly acceptable source, the supposedly irreproachable, impartial head
    of Pentagon procurements, an asshole named General Norman Swayne, who only wanted the best
    informationWell, perhaps more than information, but Gates could not have known about that
    Gates? There was something in the Times the other morning about his bowing out of a hostile
    takeover proceedingWhat was it?
    The limousine pulled up to the curb in front of the Carlyle Hotel, once the Kennedy family’s
    favored New York City address, now the temporary clandestine favorite of the SovietsOgilvie
    waited until the uniformed doorman opened the left rear door of the car before he stepped out onto
    the pavementHe normally would not have done so, believing the delay was an unnecessary
    affectation, but this morning he did; he had to get hold of himselfHe had to be the Ice-Cold
    Ogilvie his legal adversaries feared
    The elevator’s ascent to the fourth floor was swift, the walk over the blue-carpeted hallway to
    Suite 4-C far slower, the distance much closerThe Bryce Ogilvie breathed deeply, calmly, and
    stood erect as he pressed the bellTwenty-eight seconds later, irritatingly clocked by the attorney as
    he silently counted “one one-thousand, two one-thousand,” ad nauseam, the door was opened by
    the Soviet consul general, a slender man of medium height whose aquiline face had taut white skin
    and large brown eyes
    Vladimir Sulikov was a wiry seventy-three-year-old full of nervous energy, a scholar and former
    professor of history at Moscow University, a committed Marxist, yet oddly enough, considering his
    position, not a member of the Communist PartyIn truth, he was not a member of any political
    orthodoxy, preferring the passive role of the unorthodox individual within a collectivist society
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    342
    That, and his singularly acute intellect, had served him well; he was sent to posts where more
    conformist men would not have been half so effectiveThe combination of these attributes, along
    with a dedication to physical exercise, made Sulikov appear ten to fifteen years younger than his
    ageHis was an unsettling presence for those negotiating with him, for somehow he radiated the
    wisdom acquired over the years and the vitality of youth to implement it
    The greetings were abruptSulikov offered nothing but a stiff, cold handshake and a stiffly
    upholstered armchairHe stood in front of the suite’s narrow mantel of white marble as though it
    were a classroom blackboard, his hands clasped behind him, an agitated professor about to question
    and lecture simultaneously an annoying, disputatious graduate student
    “To our business,” said the Russian curtly“You are aware of Admiral Peter Holland?”
    “Yes, of cou
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:04 am
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    white chanel watch,mulberry bayswater,chanel top,pasha cartier,kelly bag hermes@@@@@I could hang it over the Perse's bowsprit
    What the hell, why not? The damned thing was
    crammed with figures and details as it wasAlways
    room for one more
    I was reaching out a brush loaded with what could
    have been blood to do just that when the phone
    rangI almost let it go - surely would have done,
    if I'd been in one of my painting trances - but white chanel watch I
    wasn'tThe picnic basket was only meant to be a
    grace note, and I had already added othersI put
    the brush back and picked up the phoneIt was
    Wireman, and he sounded excited
    639
    "She had a clear patch late this afternoon, Edgar!
    It might not mean anything - I'm trying to keep my
    hopes low - but I've seen this beforeFirst one
    clear interval, then mulberry bayswater another, then another, then
    they start to merge together and she's herself
    again, at least for awhile
    "She knows who she is? Where she is?"
    "Not now, but for half an hour or so, starting
    around five-thirty, she knew that stuff and who I
    was, tooListen, muchacho - she lit her own damn
    cigarette!"
    "I'll be sure to tell the Surgeon General," I chanel top said,
    but I was thinkingRight around the
    time Jack and I had been waiting for the
    drawbridgeAround the time I'd felt that urge to
    draw
    "Did she want anything besides a cigarette?"
    "She asked for foodBut before that, she asked to
    go to the China VillageShe wanted her chinas,
    Edgar! Do you know how long it's been?"
    I did, actuallyAnd it was good to hear pasha cartier him
    excited on her behalf
    "She started to fade after I got her there, though
    She looked around and asked me where Percy was
    640
    She said she wanted Percy, that Percy needed to go
    in the cookie-tin
    I looked at my paintingIt was mine
    now, all rightI licked my lips, which
    suddenly felt leatheryThe way they always had
    when I first woke up after the kelly bag hermes acci
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    3:06 am
    @@@@@I have been a devourer of my own “Those
    @@@@@I have been a devourer
    of my own
    “Those who see quickly, will resolve quickly, and act quickly,”
    said Julia“You can never want employmentInstead of envying
    MrRushworth, you should assist him with your opinionGrant, hearing the latter part of this speech, enforced it
    warmly, persuaded that no judgment could be equal to her brother’s;
    and as Miss Bertram caught at the idea likewise, and gave it her full
    support, declaring that, in her opinion, it was infinitely better to
    consult with friends and disinterested advisers, than immediately to
    throw the business into the hands of a professional man, Mr
    Rushworth was very ready to request the favour of MrCrawford’s
    assistance; and MrCrawford, after properly depreciating his own
    abilities, was quite at his service in any way that could be useful
    Rushworth then began to propose MrCrawford’s doing him the
    honour of coming over to Sotherton, and taking a bed there; when
    MrsNorris, as if reading in her two nieces’ minds their little approbation
    of a plan which was to take MrCrawford away, interposed
    with an amendment
    “There can be no doubt of MrCrawford’s willingness; but why
    should not more of us go? Why should not we make a little party?
    Here are many that would be interested in your improvements, my
    dear MrRushworth, and that would like to hear MrCrawford’s
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    54
    Mansfield Park
    with their opinions; and, for my own part, I have been long wishing
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    Lady Bertram made no objection; and every one concerned in the
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    Edmund, who heard it all and said nothing
    55
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER VII
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    292
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